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When Misery Leads

Greetings Friend,  Today I would like to speak to you about what it was like before-when I was lost in the darkness and shadows of terror.  You see their was a time when I was in deep depression,  anxiety &  terror swarmed around me, tormented me and brought me misery every single day.  When the morning came I would shrink back, pulling the covers over my head-not wanting to face another day. I saw nothing good in life but only sorrow-sadness and disappointment.  I know many of you can relate to this feeling-going through the motions-forceing yourselves to just keep going, all the while wanting only to give up.  I remember those days and how the misery was my constant companion-pulling me down-pushing me further and deeper into the pit.  Even when the sun shined and the flowers bloomed I couldn’t appreciate them-I was forever stuck in the negative and daunting side of my own reckless mind.  I hated my life, I hated being alive. Looking ba...

Choose Today

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Do not be deceived: bad company ruins good morals. Wake up from your drunken stupor, as is right, and do not go on sinning.  1 Corinthians 15:33 This is a warning to all people who insist on fulfilling the desires of the flesh. God warns us because He Loves us and does not want us to be deceived or left behind-outside   His loving care and provision.  If this verse strikes a cord in your heart than that my friend is God speaking directly to you. Will you heed His warning or will carry on with your heart hardened and you soul in jeopardy of Hell?  Yes I said Hell a real place for real people who chose not to listen to the call of God.  No one is sent to Hell-for each has a choice-the time to make that choice is now. ✝️

Living In Uncertainty

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Dear Friend,  It's good to be back with you. Today I would like to talk to you about living in uncertainty.  You see friend we like to believe we have it all figured out. Today’s schedule, tomorrow’s meetings, this weekends road trip, our children’s play dates, next years vacation. We plan-organize-we write it down-add it to our planners-after all like the worlds latest cliche “we got this.”  Personally friend I have never been one to enjoy cliches, in fact I down right despise them. Partly because they are wrapped up in lies-I mean do we really "have this?" Do we really have anything, or are we  just grasping-longing, yearning to have it all figured, planned and mapped out. An illusion of sorts that we are in control.  If we are honest we really don’t have a clue from one day to the next what actually could transpire. Our days may go on and on without a single bump in the road. Until one day something  interrupts our every so carefully laid plans. Perhaps ...

Shattered

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  Once upon a time their was a little girl, her smile was wide,  her eyes were filled with wonder. She loved life-she was happy to be alive, as she skipped along she was always humming a tune. The sun warmed her skin and the blue sky gave her hope.  She loved flowers and little furry animals, bunnies and squirrels, butterflies and honey bees. This little girl was free, she was wanted, she was safe, she was loved. The world offered her a basket full of dreams and she was happily gathering them all.  Then one day a dark grey cloud filled the sky, gone were the blue skies and puffy marshmallow clouds the girl was so familiar with. Even the furry little animals were no where to be found. There were no beautiful butterflies or honey bees buzzing away in the flower garden.  This day was different-something was just not right-it felt off somehow-the little girl stopped humming her natural tune of care free wonder.  Her skip slowed until turning to a complete stand...

A Journey Inside The Pain

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Dear Friend,  If you have found yourself here today, reading these very words-then make no mistake-this is not a coincidence-a chance happening or a wrong click of a button. YOU-my friend have been brought here with a plan and a purpose just waiting to be discovered.  Lets us begin with Pain-this is no ordinary word. The word Pain is universal-it is known-it is felt deeply and it is understood by all who inhabit this earthly realm.   We are all born into this world in Pain-first, the long endured Pain of our Mothers who labor for hours in the depths of physical Pain before bringing us forth into this life.  Second as we begin to grow and learn the ways of this strange world we find ourselves beginning to feel and experience our own Pain.  Pain may visit us first in the form of a cry for food, perhaps a cut or a bruise, a loss or a need going unmet. Our experience with Pain may be harsh, cruel and relentless, or it may be milder, gentler, presenting a naggin...