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When Misery Leads

Greetings Friend,  Today I would like to speak to you about what it was like before-when I was lost in the darkness and shadows of terror.  You see their was a time when I was in deep depression,  anxiety &  terror swarmed around me, tormented me and brought me misery every single day.  When the morning came I would shrink back, pulling the covers over my head-not wanting to face another day. I saw nothing good in life but only sorrow-sadness and disappointment.  I know many of you can relate to this feeling-going through the motions-forceing yourselves to just keep going, all the while wanting only to give up.  I remember those days and how the misery was my constant companion-pulling me down-pushing me further and deeper into the pit.  Even when the sun shined and the flowers bloomed I couldn’t appreciate them-I was forever stuck in the negative and daunting side of my own reckless mind.  I hated my life, I hated being alive. Looking ba...